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眼下虽然是初冬</span>可总督府的后花园却美丽依旧</span>
后花园里一片菊花盛开得粲然</span>虽然对菊花并没有特别喜欢</span>只不过这样大朵儿大朵儿的菊花不得不令人惊叹</span>每朵菊花都盛开得那样璀璨</span>有人赞牡丹的雍容</span>可此刻在我眼中</span>菊花自有它的华贵之处</span>丝毫不逊于牡丹仙子</span>
</span>此花只应天上有</span>人间难得几回见</span>看来这古代是来对了</span>至少还是开眼界了</span>
</span>雪儿</span>你这样的神情可真美</span></span>正对着菊花遥想</span>却被彩柔声唤回</span>
</span>啊</span></span>立即回过神来</span>躬身道：</span>大小姐</span>您可折煞奴婢了</span></span>
</span>可我看你就是很美的</span></span>接着她低下头摆弄着菊花</span>小声道：</span>瑾哥哥肯定也认为你很美</span></span>
瑾少爷</span>这种事情是万不能有的</span>我连忙辩解：</span>大小姐多虑了</span>在瑾少爷眼里我也就是一个特别好玩的丫头而已</span></span>
</span>可是……</span>彩忽闪着大眼睛看着我：</span>上次我去找瑾哥哥的时候</span>那时候你就在窗边望着外面</span>瑾哥哥就那么望着你</span>连我叫他都没听见</span></span>
</span>啊</span></span>心下一惊</span>可这事儿我必须要清楚才行</span>赶忙撇清道：</span>瑾少爷肯定是为公务上的事情烦忧</span>而不是看着我的</span>请大小姐不要多心</span></span>
暗自庆幸</span>亏得让我知道彩的想法</span>不然也许哪天我被赶出了府</span>也可能到死都不知道原因呢</span>早知道这样就算给十倍的工钱</span>我也不来侍候他</span>
转身绕过菊花</span>我们坐在了水边凉亭</span>这会儿</span>大小姐倒是不话了</span>一会儿看着水面</span>一会儿看向远处</span>一会儿又看向我</span>仿佛有话要</span>我也不好开口问什么</span>只能自己看着水波出神</span>
</span>雪儿</span>你每日都跟瑾哥哥在一起</span>他有没有跟你过我</span></span>大小姐支吾半天终于把话问出口了</span>我心下明了了</span>原来是为了打听瑾少爷的动向</span>
</span>瑾少爷大小姐聪明</span>漂亮</span>人又温柔</span></span>我只能替瑾少爷扯谎</span>省得伤了小女孩的心</span>
</span>真的吗</span></span>彩瞬间开心起来</span>
</span>真的</span></span>我点点头</span>
</span>那……</span>她支吾了半天</span></span>那他看我的眼神怎么没有像看你那般</span></span>瞬间又把话题扯向我</span>
我忙着撇清</span>急急地道：</span>那是你想得太多了</span>大小姐</span>瑾少爷肯定不会对我这种人感兴趣的</span></span>
就这样看着潺潺的流水</span>抬头对彩问道：</span>你喜欢他</span>是么</span></span>
彩听到这话</span>脸瞬间就红了</span>神色忸怩</span>低下了头</span>我浅浅一笑</span>看着她</span>仿佛看到多年前的自己</span>只是到此刻才明白</span>多情自古空余恨</span>此恨绵绵无绝期</span>她哪里明白感情的不易</span>喜欢一个人</span>又哪能只有幸福而没有痛苦呢</span>
彩低头扭着自己的手帕</span>没有言语</span>随即像做了一个重大决定般</span>眼神定定地看向我</span></span>雪儿</span>我</span>我心下是喜欢瑾哥哥的</span></span>
我笑了笑</span>点点头</span>情窦欲开先自窒</span>心田已净无须锄</span>
</span>那你呢</span>雪儿</span>你喜欢瑾哥哥么</span></span>彩咬了咬唇问道</span>
</span>我</span></span>未曾料到她会反问我</span>心下黯然</span>如果不是因为记忆里面的那个</span>他</span></span>或者我会在见他的第一眼就被他抓住了</span>可曾经沧海难为水</span>除却巫山不是云</span>我的这颗心再难经得起任何波澜</span>而我也再经不起任何情感</span>
我苦笑着</span>对她摇了摇头道：</span>我不会去喜欢任何人</span>也绝对不会喜欢瑾少爷的</span></span>
每次看到瑾少爷那温柔的笑容</span>我总时不时地想起那个只会对我那样笑着的人</span>也许就是那样的笑</span>融化了我</span>带给我阳光</span>阳光固然好</span>但失去阳光却是那样的痛楚</span>历经了多少个黑夜</span>我才渐渐暖和</span>渐渐淡忘……来到这个空间的我</span>又怎能去碰触感情这东西呢</span>剑不伤人</span>情伤人</span>我给不起别人</span>也再不要去受那得而复失的苦</span>
</span>瑾哥哥</span></span></span>正想着</span>彩望着我身后甜甜地叫了一声</span>她的脸瞬间变得更红了</span>
</span>啊</span></span>赶忙转身</span>看向瑾少爷时</span>心蓦然一沉</span>从未见过他这般的面色</span>刚刚的话</span>他到底听到了多少呢</span>心下一片惘然</span>
再看向他时</span>他却面色如常</span>只深深地看了我一眼</span>让我瞬间怀疑刚刚看到他的表情是我的错觉</span>他淡淡地回了一声：</span>彩</span>我找雪儿有些事情</span>先失陪了</span></span>
</span>嗯</span>那雪儿你去吧</span></span>彩的脸色依旧通红</span>
</span>是</span>大小姐</span></span>我回答道</span>
看到瑾少爷已经走远</span>我忙快步跟上</span>紧随其后</span>
走得匆忙间</span>耳边听得彩在身后轻声唤我</span></span>雪儿</span></span>
我停下脚步</span>她腆然笑了笑</span></span>刚才的那件事情</span>我只告诉过你</span>秘密哦</span></span>
我停下脚步</span>对她点点头</span>宛然一笑</span>
狂翻了两天的书</span>看得我头昏脑涨</span>觉得自己好像又回到了前世上大学时</span>每到临近考试前</span>大家便都拼命地学习</span>努力记忆书中要点</span>靠着这种考前突击的做法</span>竟然一路平安</span>大学四年都没有落到补考的境地</span>
对于这种突击式的学习</span>我是轻车熟路</span>早已习惯</span>但这两天来一直没法子看书</span>总想着那天的事情</span>
不知不觉斜阳从窗口照入屋内</span>照在书页和手上</span>给如玉的手指镀上了一层浅金色的光辉</span>我知道自己这个状态是看不进书了</span>只得暂时放下</span>吃了晚饭</span>又洗漱一番</span>天色便完全暗了下去</span>
明天就是与裴瑜约定参加诗会的日子</span>我也不想睡得太晚</span>免得耽误了</span>便准备睡觉</span>
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