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    偏院内的桃花早就落了<></span>百里婧和墨问进了月洞门<></span>刚转过门后的假山石<></span>远山就从石头上起身迎了过来<></span>一靠近墨问身边<></span>便急问道:<></span>大公子<></span>您中午吃了什么<></span><></span>

    许是瞧见了墨问的脸色<></span>远山才有如此突兀一问<></span>墨问未作回应<></span>与百里婧一同步入桃林<></span>原本阴霾的天下起了小雨<></span>桃林中的小径湿漉漉的<></span>一踩便留下一个松软的脚印<></span>

    远山急坏了<></span>从后头追过去<></span>道:<></span>大公子<></span>到了月初<></span>您今日该做药浴了<></span><></span>

    墨问没回头<></span>倒是百里婧开口问:<></span>什么药浴<></span><></span>

    <></span>大公子的身子不好<></span>除了每日服药之外<></span>月初必须以药草沐浴使气血畅通<></span>大夫<></span>若是断了药浴<></span>喝再多的汤药也无用<></span><></span>远山应道<></span>

    百里婧默然<></span>常人哪里受得了这些苦楚<></span>是药三分毒<></span>墨问每天沾染这些汤药<></span>还要以药浴浸泡身体<></span>如何能不虚弱<></span>此般恶性循环下去<></span>除非到死才能终结吧<></span>

    真的没有法子治好他的病<></span>

    百里婧微微蹙起眉<></span>抬头看向墨问<></span>他侧着脸注视着前方的路<></span>神色淡然依旧<></span>可薄唇却微微抿着<></span>眉宇间隐约含愁<></span>她握住墨问的手<></span>带回他的注意力<></span>道:<></span>我师父是鹿台山上有名的隐士<></span>他认识很多神医<></span>等会儿我书信一封<></span>让人送去鹿台山<></span>请山上的神医来为你诊治<></span><></span>

    墨问居高临下地俯视着她<></span>听罢她的话<></span>他淡淡一笑<></span>轻点了点头<></span>他领了她的情<></span>可眉间的愁却仍旧不曾散去<></span>墨问的藏青色锦袍被掩在了宽大的黑色长披风之下<></span>显得身材修长挺拔<></span>看不出半分瘦弱<></span>甚至<></span>那黑色内敛沉郁<></span>高贵得如同不可侵犯的君王<></span>看起来那么陌生<></span>除了墨问与她相握的手<></span>掌心依旧冰凉<></span>

    雨越下越大<></span>远山也不曾拿伞<></span>等有小厮瞧见<></span>撑伞上前迎接他们时<></span>三人身上的衣服俱都淋湿了<></span>

    已经到了屋檐下<></span>总算风停雨藏<></span>远山边擦脸上的雨水边道:<></span>大公子<></span>您已经淋透了<></span>索性现在就去泡个药浴<></span>顺便暖暖身子<></span><></span>

    听罢远山的话<></span>墨问却没有走<></span>而是望向百里婧<></span>沉静的黑眸像是染了一层雾气看不分明<></span>他伸手抚上她的发<></span>指尖潮湿<></span>认真地拉着她的手写道:<></span>快点换身衣服<></span>生病了吃药不好<></span><></span>

    完<></span>他推开房门<></span>将百里婧送了进去<></span>体贴又温柔<></span>

    百里婧一只脚在门槛内<></span>一只脚在外<></span>折身望进他的眼睛:<></span>你也快把衣服脱了<></span>去泡个澡<></span><></span>

    墨问微笑颔首<></span>又体贴地为她关上房门<></span>

    偏院的小屋其实也有不少间<></span>只是无论里外都异常简陋<></span>墨问的卧室旁便有专门辟出的用以沐浴的隔间<></span>墨问刚进隔间的门<></span>便咳出一口血来<></span>似乎忍了许久<></span>

    远山利落地将门反锁<></span>上前扶住墨问<></span>压低声音嗔怪道:<></span>主子<></span>现在这时节<></span>您怎么能沾荤腥<></span>简直是拿您的性命开玩笑<></span><></span>

    墨问不应<></span>抬手擦了擦唇角的血迹<></span>吐出来果然好多了<></span>他以为这世上再没什么能让他堵着一口气也想赢得漂亮<></span>可是<></span>何至于为了一块鸡腿赌上性命<></span>不能尝的<></span>他尝了<></span>不能碰的<></span>他碰了<></span>简直自作自受<></span>

    越来越有意思了<></span>他越来越丢不开手了<></span>越来越想在她<></span>好<></span>的时候伸手掐上她的脖子<></span>狠狠地收紧<></span>看看她还能不能吐出别的话来<></span>

    呵<></span>见了旧情人发愣<></span>看到老相好连吃饭都香了<></span>给了他墨问什么<></span>

    给了他无数个无关紧要的<></span>好<></span><></span>

    墨问稳了稳胸口汹涌的血气<></span>一边抬手将黑色的披风解下<></span>一边朝垂下的帘幕后面走去<></span>出声道:<></span>远山<></span>准备好了药浴<></span>你就出去吧<></span>不管发生了什么事<></span>都不准进来<></span><></span>

    <></span>主子<></span>可是……<></span>远山费解<></span>

    墨问半个身子已经进了帘幕<></span>闻声回头睨了远山一眼<></span>寒波生烟般的冷眸中一片肃杀<></span>不容许有一丝置疑<></span>

    许是他在人前虚弱了太久<></span>又温和了太久<></span>竟让人忘了他原本的身份<></span>可这眼神太过熟悉<></span>远山不由地打了个寒噤<></span>几乎是立刻垂下头去<></span>不敢再与他对视<></span>恭敬地应道:<></span>是<></span>主子<></span>远山明白<></span><></span>

    百里婧换好衣服<></span>坐在梳妆镜前<></span>用干净的帕子擦着潮湿的头发<></span>待发干了<></span>便行至书桌前<></span>铺开了一张纸<></span>蘸了墨刚写了个书信的头<></span>就听到隔壁房传来一阵哨音——长长的<></span>一口气不断就一直在吹<></span>

    一声长<></span>

    有危险<></span>

    百里婧忙放下笔<></span>起身奔出去<></span>一把推开隔壁间的门<></span>只见热腾腾的水汽萦绕在屋子的每个角落<></span>弥漫着一股子药草味<></span>却不见墨问<></span>

    哨音断了一下又响起<></span>从垂下的帘幕后传来<></span>百里婧快步走过去<></span>伸手拂开帘幕<></span>入目的<></span>是藤条箍紧的大木桶中男人的裸背<></span>

    听到声响<></span>木桶中的男人回头<></span>见她来了<></span>仿佛松了一口气<></span>朝她伸出一只手来<></span>很明显是让她过去<></span>

    百里婧愣在原地<></span>

    墨问在泡澡<></span>

    他的长发披在裸露的背上<></span>皮肤沾染着湿气<></span>一滴一滴的小水珠逐渐汇聚成一大颗<></span>再从他的脖颈处次第滑下<></span>看起来十分惑人<></span>

    百里婧不是没有看过裸背<></span>当初在鹿台山上<></span>她就曾和木莲一起去后山偷看三师兄等人洗澡<></span>偷偷拿走他们的衣服挂在树上<></span>看他们在水里泡着不敢出来的糗样乐上好半天<></span>

    可是<></span>那都是远远地看看罢了<></span>这么近距离地看到一个男人赤身<></span>她还是第一次<></span>

    墨问不会话<></span>手一直朝她伸着<></span>眼神平静而无辜<></span>百里婧被他注视得不自在<></span>倒像是她有了什么见不得人的心思似的<></span>顿时咬着唇往大浴桶走去<></span>视线不敢落在墨问身上<></span>开口问道:<></span>怎……怎么了<></span><></span>

    墨问当然不会答<></span>

    直到百里婧反应过来<></span>将手递给他<></span>墨问握住<></span>不知是有意还是无意地拉着她走近了些<></span>身子几乎贴在木桶上<></span>他这才开始写:<></span>药浴缺一味药<></span>远山去药铺抓药了<></span>可是<></span>水凉了<></span>好冷<></span><></span>

    木桶内的水面上飘着一层五颜六色的药草<></span>墨问个子高<></span>坐在木桶里露出大半个上身<></span>下面却是一点都看不见<></span>

    百里婧听罢<></span>伸手探了探水温<></span>真的太冷<></span>问道:<></span>哪里有热水<></span><></span>

    墨问濡湿的指尖在她手心里划着:<></span>后头有<></span>我本想叫小厮过来添水<></span>但<></span>他们听不懂哨音<></span><></span>他抿起唇<></span>歉意满满:<></span>对不起<></span>让你担心了<></span><></span>

    百里婧的视线不知该放哪里才合适<></span>墨问脱下衣服其实并不那么瘦弱<></span>只是没有那般健壮罢了<></span>不经人事的女孩子就算再怎么大胆放肆<></span>见到男人的裸身也会羞赧不已<></span>

    <></span>我……我去取热水来<></span><></span>她别开头<></span>抽回手<></span>急急走到后门处<></span>拎过小厮准备好的热水<></span>却不敢直接往墨问的盆中倒<></span>怕太烫伤着他<></span>于是只拿木制的杓子往里舀<></span>将温水一点一点兑热<></span>

    墨问身子后仰<></span>舒服地靠在浴桶边缘<></span>闭上眼<></span>满足地发出一声叹息<></span>

    他不出声<></span>百里婧将水兑热了也不好立刻离开<></span>手里握着杓子轻声问道:<></span>还有什么我能做的么<></span><></span>

    墨问睁开黑眸<></span>转头对上她的眼睛<></span>唇边浮起一丝笑意来<></span>轻摇了摇头<></span>

    百里婧放下杓子就要走<></span>手却被墨问从身后握住<></span>回头发现他的半个身子都探出了浴桶<></span>很吃力地抓住了她<></span>桶内的水波随着他的动作荡漾而出<></span>溅湿了百里婧的鞋面<></span>脚背一阵温热<></span>

    墨问索性折过身<></span>趴在了浴桶边缘<></span>半湿的发垂下来<></span>将他平淡无奇的面容遮住大半<></span>只露出一双沉静的黑色瞳眸<></span>他似乎情绪低落<></span>看了她一眼便垂下头<></span>湿漉漉的掌心握着她的没松开<></span>却一个字也不曾写<></span>只是不放手<></span>

    百里婧不明所以<></span>在浴桶边蹲了下来<></span>问道:<></span>怎么了<></span><></span>

    她一蹲<></span>身子便矮了<></span>换做墨问的目光在上<></span>目不转睛地凝视着她<></span>可仅仅是一会儿<></span>他的目光便躲闪开<></span>手也松了<></span>只把她送他的血珀哨子握得紧紧的<></span>似乎有万千的话想<></span>但不知从何起<></span>

    百里婧其实并没有什么耐性<></span>不大能沉住气<></span>今日碧波阁所见<></span>使她心里也憋着许多无处可诉的委屈<></span>还得想着去照顾墨问<></span>不能让他受了委屈<></span>可墨问有话不肯对她<></span>她心里的挫败和烦躁便一层层地漫上来<></span>没有人告诉她怎么做才是对的<></span>没有人告诉她怎么做才能不继续错下去<></span>这些委屈和痛楚<></span>她连赫都不敢再<></span>

    百里婧仍旧蹲在那里<></span>哑着嗓子道:<></span>想做什么想什么都告诉我<></span>你告诉我了<></span>我才能知道<></span><></span>

    墨问重新看着她<></span>沉静的黑眸淡漠<></span>却突然伸手将她拽近了浴桶<></span>捧住她的脸就吻了上去<></span>

    唇上温软湿热<></span>腰上环着一只湿漉漉的手臂<></span>扣得紧紧的<></span>让百里婧无措地睁大了眼<></span>墨问的唇并未深入<></span>只是紧贴着她的<></span>可他的薄唇却在微颤<></span>似乎忍受着巨大的折磨<></span>而近在咫尺的黑眸染上了浓浓的悲戚<></span>一瞬不瞬地望着她<></span>

    他在百里婧发愣时<></span>在她手心里写道:<></span>一个人爱上他的妻<></span>是对还是错<></span>若我爱你<></span>你会不会觉得痛苦<></span><></span>

    感觉到这几个字的意思<></span>百里婧从震惊中醒来<></span>却陷入更大的崩溃之中<></span>她一把推开墨问<></span>力气之大<></span>几乎是将他掀翻在浴桶中<></span>溅起半尺高的水花<></span>

    她仓惶站起身步步往后退<></span>一字一句地重复道:<></span>别爱我<></span>不要爱我<></span>不准爱我……<></span>声音渐渐撕裂不稳<></span>尾音发颤<></span>

    听到<></span>爱<></span>这个字<></span>竟比那日见到的血腥场面还要让人作呕<></span>不能再爱了<></span>婧小白<></span>不能再傻了<></span>除了亲人<></span>谁爱你<></span>都是假的<></span>她想起韩晔一次又一次决然远去的背影<></span>想起掉进护城河里再也飞不起的那只纸鸢<></span>想起自己为何落入今日这种境地进退无路<></span>都是因为那个字<></span>

    失控的情绪完全压抑不住<></span>面对任何一个人<></span>哪怕是个毫无还手之力的病人<></span>她都觉得无所遁形<></span>百里婧死死咬住下唇<></span>转身掀开帘幔冲了出去<></span>将墨问一个人丢在身后的黑暗中<></span>

    墨问的后背撞在木桶边缘<></span>擦出一大片灼热的红痕<></span>试探终于有了效果<></span>可这效果比他想象中还要激烈<></span>一个由不得别人<></span>爱<></span>她的女人<></span>一个嫁了他<></span>对他悉心照料无限温存<></span>却不准他爱她的妻<></span>他要她何用<></span><></span>

    明明他并非真心<></span>明明他对她没有半点爱意<></span>明明他的初衷始于新婚夜听到的信誓旦旦的承诺<></span>可刚刚那一问遭拒<></span>却让他心里如此地憋闷<></span>

    不吐露爱意<></span>她会永远装作不知道<></span>吐露了爱意<></span>她会狼狈地转身遁逃<></span>娶了大兴国盛宠的荣昌公主<></span>在世人的眼里多么荣耀<></span>他墨问简直高攀了她太多太多<></span>

    可是<></span>换做寻常的夫妻<></span>若连真心也不能交予<></span>那就是最为失败的婚姻<></span>她百里婧甘于接受这份失败的婚姻关系<></span>却接受不了夫君对她交予真心<></span>多么讽刺<></span>

    百里婧<></span>你竟从未想过<></span>若我真的爱上你<></span>你又拿什么给我交代<></span><></span>

    浴桶中的水渐渐凉下来<></span>墨问赤身靠在边缘上<></span>缓缓闭上眼睛<></span>胸口血气翻滚得越发厉害<></span>唇边泛起嘲讽的笑意<></span>

    什么是真心<></span>

    他根本没有这种东西<></span>

    但他与百里婧这个傻瓜不同<></span>他是太知道自己要什么<></span>所以<></span>才亲手毁了自己的真心<></span>好让任何人不能再对他构成威胁<></span>如此才能得到任何想要的东西<></span>

    而傻瓜却是如此胆怯<></span>她层层密密地将真心上锁、加固<></span>不让人看到摸到罢了<></span>

    呵<></span>有意思<></span>真有意思<></span>两个都没有真心的人碰到一起<></span>还做了夫妻<></span>世上还有比这更有意思的婚姻么<></span>若他们俩换了其中任何一方<></span>不是死<></span>便是疯<></span>谁能挨得住这种有意思的婚姻<></span>

    血珀哨子捏在手里<></span>再用力一点就要碎了<></span>耳畔忽然刮过一阵风声<></span>墨问未睁眼<></span>却出了声:<></span>何事<></span><></span>

    有一道黑影藏在角落中<></span>单膝跪地道:<></span>主子<></span>搜索又开始了<></span>范围较以往更大<></span>许是他们已经怀疑主子藏在盛京<></span>属下恳请主子早日启程<></span><></span>

    墨问勾起唇<></span>笑容邪肆不羁:<></span>还真是不死不休……让他们继续找<></span>搜了三年仍旧一无所获<></span>白家居然还能沉得住气<></span>呵呵……<></span>

    <></span>可是<></span>若主子的行踪被泄露<></span>到时候想走就难了<></span>白家不费吹灰之力就能让主子回不去<></span><></span>那黑影担忧道<></span>

    墨问笑容更大:<></span>不行<></span>我若是就这么死了<></span>我的妻就成了寡妇<></span>她可怎么办才好<></span><></span>

    <></span>……<></span>那黑影接不了话<></span>一个女人而已<></span>哪怕她是公主之身<></span>哪怕她长得再貌美<></span>也不过是一个女人<></span>主子何时竟起了怜悯之心<></span>若是主子早有怜悯之意<></span>又为何不放过上一位夫人<></span>

    满是疑窦<></span>无法消除<></span>然而<></span>不能再问<></span>

    水冷了<></span>再泡下去也没意思<></span>哨子也骗不得傻瓜再为他破门<></span>墨问从浴桶中起身<></span>披上衣服出了门<></span>一旁卧室的门半开着<></span>显然傻瓜不在里面<></span>他听见她的脚步声往桃林去了<></span>

    头发湿哒哒地披在背后<></span>将白色的中衣都浸透了<></span>他进了屋<></span>扫一眼便发现了书桌上铺开的宣纸<></span>

    走过去<></span>两根手指捡起来一看<></span>是写给她师父的信函<></span>刚起了个头便搁下了<></span>前面了好些她的境况:<></span>下山数月<></span>虽欢颜笑语与鹿台山上一般无二<></span>却对师门甚是想念<></span>每梦中相聚<></span>师父又添白发数根<></span>心下顿觉惆怅<></span>不知婧小白与木莲师姐走后<></span>师父师兄是否耳根清净许多<></span>不知山上寺观是否依旧香火鼎盛<></span>婧小白已觅得良配<></span>一月前成婚<></span>未能……<></span>

    婧小白已觅得良配<></span>

    墨问不自觉弯起唇角<></span>信就写了这么长<></span>女孩子的字并不算多好<></span>勉强算工整<></span>显然在文墨上下的功夫太少<></span>可寥寥数行看完<></span>他心里却有些异样地触动——

    <></span>欢颜笑语与鹿台山上一般无二<></span><></span>

    查过她与旧情人的关系<></span>便知这信上写得十句有五句是假<></span>

    傻瓜<></span>傻瓜<></span>

    因为下着雨<></span>天色比平日里更早地暗了下来<></span>等了许久也不见她回来<></span>忽然门<></span>吱呀<></span>一声从外推开<></span>墨问的目光立刻看过去<></span>进来的<></span>是远山<></span>

    远山环顾屋内一圈<></span>才开口道:<></span>主子<></span>天不早了<></span>用膳吧<></span>您要用的药也已经熬好了<></span>趁热喝了吧<></span><></span>

    远山庆幸百里婧不在<></span>庆幸没人再送那要命的毒药来看主子悉数喝下去<></span>

    墨问起身<></span>路过紫檀木的桌子<></span>却没有去看上面的饭菜<></span>也没喝那冒着热气的汤药<></span>而是拿过墙上挂着的油纸伞<></span>跨出了门槛<></span>

    <></span>主子<></span>您去哪<></span><></span>远山愣住<></span>这么晚的天了<></span>又下着雨<></span>有什么地方可去的<></span>

    墨问撑着伞走出几步远<></span>从小屋所在的小坡上往下看<></span>一片**的雨帘<></span>白日里绿油油的桃林呈灰黑色<></span>桃花早已开败<></span>四月的小雨淅淅沥沥<></span>刮在脸上竟有些冷<></span>

    ------题外话------

    +_+卡文<></span>伤不起<></span>龟速伤不起<></span>今天在电脑前坐了一天<></span>就写了这么多<></span>明天争取万更<></span>让亲们久等<></span>抱歉<></span>

    设了个读者调查<></span>亲们没事可以点点╮(╯_╰)╭